My desire ???

I have in me a burning desire,
Why it makes everything so bizzare?

I stretch my hands to reach it,
Why it makes me feel so stupid?

I try to fly high in the sky,
Why i fall as winds pass by?

I want to talk to stars up high,
Why black clouds cover up as I sigh?

I walk down the aisle engrossed in memories,
Why i stumble as I close my eyes?

I feel someone close to me,
Why am I left alone without a bye?

I think there is something to gain,
Why it turns out to be only pain?

I feel like breaking free and running away,
But my desire always forces me to stay.................